MY cHoIcE

mY tHouGhtS:
i dO havE mAnY RuNniNg THrOugH mY HeAD rIte Now sO bAre wIth Me...
I loved him but I was an option, never his choice. I loved him, the touch of his hand, the sound of his voice, but I was only an option never his choice. My heart, I gave freely because I loved him completely, endlessly,abundantly and always unconditionally, but I was only an option never his choice. To me the sun would rise and set in his eyes...he could do no wrong and even the lies that he told sounded like the sweetest love song because I loved him, but I was only an option never his choice. He took my kindness, used it against me, he abused my love, drained everything in me all because I loved him and I was only his option never his choice. I REALIZED WITH TEARFUL EYES THAT I CANT TAKE NO MORE....I'VE MOVED ON WITHOUT HIM BECAUSE I'M NO LONGER HIS OPTION AND THIS IS MY CHOICE.